Ya know, I was thinking. It's really weird how change effects us, or at least how it affects me. I guess it comes from a difficulty to trust but I find myself in crappy situations and not wanting out simply because it would be unfamiliar. Making any sense?
Anyways, such thoughts were brought on because on this fair morning I officially turned my two-weeks notice in at Lowes. That's right. I hate that job with a burning, fiery passion(as many of you may know) but as I walked back to the car afterwards I wasn't as happy as I thought I'd be.....don't get me wrong, I AM happy, just unsure. I thought I'd be working both jobs through the middle of August but a family I used to babysit for, who moved to Africa, will be back in town at the end of July and have asked me to babysit part to full time. That's darn good money. It's still weird. I'm not sure exactly what I've been asking God for over the past few months, but He's blessed me and taken care of me in ways I never expected.
Wow, I know none of this probably makes sense to any of you but it works in my head.....just thought I'd share.