Some thoughts....
Ya know, I was thinking. It's really weird how change effects us, or at least how it affects me. I guess it comes from a difficulty to trust but I find myself in crappy situations and not wanting out simply because it would be unfamiliar. Making any sense?
Anyways, such thoughts were brought on because on this fair morning I officially turned my two-weeks notice in at Lowes. That's right. I hate that job with a burning, fiery passion(as many of you may know) but as I walked back to the car afterwards I wasn't as happy as I thought I'd be.....don't get me wrong, I AM happy, just unsure. I thought I'd be working both jobs through the middle of August but a family I used to babysit for, who moved to Africa, will be back in town at the end of July and have asked me to babysit part to full time. That's darn good money. It's still weird. I'm not sure exactly what I've been asking God for over the past few months, but He's blessed me and taken care of me in ways I never expected.
Wow, I know none of this probably makes sense to any of you but it works in my head.....just thought I'd share.
posted by Catherine @ 12:04 PM
10 comments
10 Comments:
:)
as for the whole crappy situation thing.. yeah. a lot of the time people in disfunctional/codependant families are like that. they continue to be disfunctional and codependant with family members, and also in other relationships, because that is all they know. YIKES.
God is awesome. :)
Sharing the same thing twice in a row makes it extra special. :)
But seriously, I hear ya... it is interesting...
Yeah, sorry about that. I forgot I didn't have a title. I think I'll just leave it so everyone can experience what I'm expressing in a double portion.
I love you!!! :)
thank you. I heard you had pink hair.
yeah i had the same feeling when i put in my notice at a job i havent been at for the last year but now in hindsight , i really liked the job..(yeah i know thats not to much help in the confusing thing..) but anyway i really liked that job, and i like my job now but the thing is i dont at the same time in a huge resounding way every time someone leaves me some work they could've have done , but yeah its just a crazy place where appaerntly no one like to work, but now ive written a ridcoulsly long comment , and by the way you dont have to repost just cause you dont have a title...hehe
sorta, but it will be normal before you see it next... it was really deep red the first day, but it is definitely washing out quickly :) :) :) i had to do it just once... never done anything like that...
does ross live in crazy world?
I understand what you're talking about. change is always hard. like going to college for instance... I know it's good, but it's so different and it's scary.
we should do something sometime...
yup yup
No... thank you for sharing… must say that this sounds a lot like parts of my own life… Trusting God to provide, so thankful when he does and then along comes... Change… you makes perfect sense darling… ever heard "The devil you know is better than the devil you don't?" This is a universal feeling… if I change or if that changes then who am I? This is aweful or not good for me but… it's what I know how to do, or how to be or where to go… not unlike if my heart forgives or if God takes away my anger or whatever sin I daily face… am I still me? May the renewing of our minds be ever ongoing...
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